You Loved me at my Darkest Evie Harper

Synopsis - 

Lily

Ripped from Heaven, Burned in Hell.
Caught and caged in beauty.
Beauty comes at a cost.
One man holds the key to our survival, to our freedom.
Find out how I lived and lost the greatest thing on earth.
Love.


Jake
I didn't see her coming and that will be my downfall.
She will ruin me, take everything from me, and give me everything I can't have.
I can't help her. I won't.
She is innocence. She is strength.
She is my piece of heaven in hell.
I’m not letting her go.

Teasers.... 

1 - "He’s asking too much of me. “You want my heart, Jake?” I snap at him. 

“Fuck, yes,” he snaps back. 

My eyes fill with tears, and I whisper, “The remaining parts of my heart are broken pieces of glass with sharp edges, and I dare anyone to come near it. I will make sure it cuts them.” - Lily

2 - He lays his hand over my dead chest. “I will piece it back together, and I would take a million cuts before I would ever consider giving up.” Jake lifts my chin to make me look him in the eyes. “I’ll show you. Your heart will begin to beat again, in time, and I will be here waiting to catch the first new beat it makes. Then and for always it will be mine.” - Jake

3 - "My heart drops to my stomach. Oh, God, it’s a fortress. 

I turn my head, feeling pressure on my hand and realise Sasha is squeezing me tightly, almost painfully. Her face is pale and frozen with panic, mirroring my exact feelings. 

Sweat coats my forehead. My stomach rolls, and I cover my mouth with my hand. I slump back into the seat as defeat slams into me and takes hold." - Lily 

4 - "Lily’s plan is working though. She is getting to me. Every moment we have together and every story she shares with me is slowly breaking me down. When I feel myself losing my fight, I leave the room to remind myself of why I’m here, and why Lily is staying here too. If Lily was suddenly able to leave this house, it would probably devastate me. Her smile is the only bright thing in my life right now. I’m desperate for her to know the real me, to choose me, even if all she will ever have is my dark side." - Jake

5 - Jake pushes up and takes my mouth. The kiss is hard and passionate, showing just how hungry we are for each other. You can almost see the desire surrounding us like an aura, intermingling and weaving through our bodies, fusing us together, creating a bubble neither one of us ever wants to leave. 

Jake breaks the kiss, his eyes staring down at me as he adjusts his cock to my entrance. He slips in. I close my eyes at the incredible feeling. 

“Eyes on me, baby,” Jake says softly. 

6 - He grabs hold of my waist and rolls us, pulling me on top of him. “Hold on to the bedframe, baby.” 

I follow Jake’s instructions and hold tight to the metal bars. 

“Take me at your own speed.” I stare down at Jake and understand what he’s doing. He’s giving me control, and even though I trust him, he’s giving me choices. He’s giving me back a piece of myself that was stolen. 

I slowly lower myself. My head flies back and I arch as I moan from the exquisite feeling of Jake filling me.